Robert Tipton

Well big brother it is 2am and I can't seem to fall a sleep. I guess you and Terry are on my mind alot. I thought I would  be done with this by now, but I am not.  They say it gets easer with time, when is that time going to be for me.  I don't worry about where ur at, I know ur flying high in Heaven with the other angels. Today I ran across some photos of the funeral.  And I suppose that is why I'm thinking about u so much. You know when I see a white chevy it still makes me think about what you wanted before u died, a white chevy truck. Stay with all of us and help us realize why u needed to go. There are other people out there who should of gone before u. Everyone tells me that God needed you more up there then He did down here, but I don't understand why He chooses to leave the ones here who are misarable and make everyone around them the same way. There are some down here who are ready to live this world but He keeps them here forever. David says its because they need to learn a lesson and have not done so yet. I just call it crual. What about the ones who try to take their lives, they live on knowing that some one will come to their rescue. I have a lot of questions, but no answers. Or at least God has given me none. I don't blame God I just don't understand why?  The tree in the front yard is named after u and Terry it is Boberry. It is growing real tall every day.  When it rains I think that is you and Terry crying to let me know that you are there and always close to my heart. The two of you will always be close to my heart. I just wish I would of done more seeing the two of u while u were down here instead of holding you close to my heart once you two are gone.  But that was my mistake and I am hoping with the rest of the family I can make it up to them. I have not talked to Terri in a long while, I'm letting you down because I was going to call her at least once a week, but my problem is I don't know when she is not busy. I know she has a second job, and I know because of it she has alot of other things she has to do, work does take up a persons time. Well Bob there are a few things I need answered can you please go to God and ask Him to help me throught them, you and God know what they are. First I  am going to MO. on Weds. please help us make it there, the other two or personal. Love you forever, u are forever in my heart and on my mind.

Your sister Trina

Good evening Bob- Just thought I would write a little something to you tonight. Let u know u have been  in my thoughts and prayers. And let you know that  I still think about u each and every day. I still miss you like crazy if not more. I keep waiting to hear u tell us that you want your steak and green beans. In 3 months you will have left us for one whole year. It seems like forever, forever that I have not got to see you and tell you how very much I love you. But it seems like yesterday since I got that dreadful call telling me that you were gone.  That day will forever live in my heart and mind.   I still don't understand why or what happened, but I guess God needed you more up there in Heaven. But it still does not help the hurt we all feel over losing u or Terry. I try not to think about you or Terry to much or go on line to much, or for that matter come and see the two of u, all it does is make me sad and long for the two of u to be here again. I'm leaving for MO. in about a week and 4 days. I thought I would go out and see Mary. She is in bad shape and we are not for sure how long she has with us.  So keep your eyes open out for her and give her a big hug and guide her around. And I expect u and Terry to show her the ropes, and sing the loudest for her.  God songs not cowboy songs. I know u called Mary alot in your last days. I'm glad that you talked to her, she is wise and she has been through alot that you never got to experience. Easter is coming up I will be in MO. by then. Another holiday that you will not be here for, stay with Terri and the kids. Keep an eye on all of us from where u are at. I love u and miss you. Forever in my heart and on my mind.  Your little sister Trina

HEY BOB, I AM THINKING ABOUT YOU AND TERRY SO MUCH IT SEEMS LIKE I WILL NEVER, REALLY EXCECT THE GFACT YOU ARE  BOTH GONE, AND ALL IN A COUPLE DAYS WE WERE BACK WE LOST TERRY I STLL HAVE NO ANWSERS TWO REAL GOOD MEN LIKE YOU BOTH AWAY FROM THE PEOPLE THAT TRULY MISS AND CARE ABOT THE BOTH OF YOU.. I MISS YOU SOOOO VERY VERY MUCH BOB. I KEP LOOKING AT THE TIMES I COULD OF BEEN AROUND MORE AND CLOSER TO YOU BOTH. NOW ALL I CVAN DO IS JUST THINK ABOUT YOUR FAMILY THAT MISSIES YOU SO MUCH, WELL BNOB UNTIL NEXT TIME I' WRITE MORE LATER.  I LOVE YOU BABAY BROTHER

I see the countless Christmas Trees
around the world below,
with tiny lights, like heaven's stars,
reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so spectacular,
please wipe away that tear,
for I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs
that people hold so dear,
but the sounds of music can't compare
with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you,
the joy their voices bring,
for it is beyond description,
to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me.
I see the pain inside your heart,
but I am not so far away.
We really aren't apart.

So be happy for me dear ones.
You know I hold you dear,
and be glad I'm spending Christmas,
with Jesus Christ this year.

I send you each a special gift,
from my heavenly home above.
I send you each a memory of,
my undying love.

After all "LOVE" is the gift,
more precious than pure gold.
It was always most important
in the stories Jesus told.

Please love and keep each other,
as my Father said to do,
for I can't count the blessing
or love He has for each of you.

So have a Merry Christmas
and wipe away that tear,
Remember, I'm spending Christmas,
with Jesus Christ this year.

Hi baby, it has been a long time since I was on here last.  I needed to not be on here because it got to be too much and I couldn't try to move on until I did.  I have not forgotten about you because you are always on my mind and in my heart.  I still miss you so much and it's still hard to believe you are gone forever.  Karen went to the rodeo with us a couple of weeks ago and we had fun.  She comes over every now and then to see us.  I still have my second job and if I didn't have to work so much on the weekends maybe her and I could do something together.  It seems like every time she wants to do something I'm always at work.  We went and saw Justin today.  He gets out in a couple of weeks is he doesn't go to rehab.  If he goes to rehab next week then he won't get out until the end of April.  I sure hope he goes to rehab because he needs it and he wants it.  He is looking alot better than when he went in.  Bubba moved out in January on the next street over from us.  He seems to be doing well.  Christopher is still at home, but trying to find a car so that he has one when he moves out.  Krystle will be moving out in May when Ray goes into the Army again.  Cilla was here on friday and she and Christopher sat on the couch and watched Flubber.  She always calls me up and asks if she can come to you house.  Garrett is getting to be such a big boy.  He is so smart.  Krystle, Ray and Garrett went to see you today and as soon as Garrett woke up and saw where he was he blurted out "hi PawPaw".  I wonder if he saw you.  I sure hope so.  He misses you and always looks at your picture and says PawPaw.  It breaks my heart because he will never get to know the Pawpaw he should have known and neither will Cilla.  There is always something to remind us of you.  Sharon had Krystle download her memory card to see why it wouldn't store any more pics and it's because it had video from her baby shower.  She was watching it and started crying and I asked her why she was and it was because you were on there.  I watched it also and started crying.  That was before we found out that you had cancer.  It's getting late so I will go for now.  I love and miss you so much.  Keep us safe.  XOXOXOXOXO

Good evening Bob,

I came out to see you on Monday. Your still r where  you were the last time I saw you. Stuck high up on your throne. Kenny and Lendell were here this last week. Dad was the only one who got to talk to them. They are leaving Monday, tomorrow.  Lendell was speaking at a church in Glendale or Phoenix. Im not sure which one it might be. Dad says they are as crazy as they have always been. Kenny always reminded me of you, crazy. He was alot like you in that he loved cutting up with others.  Its the same here with me. I miss you and wish you were here. The other day I walked into moms room and she was sitting on the edge of the bed faced away from me in deep thought. I asked her what she was thinking about and she said you and Terry. I know she misses the two of you. I dont know how she does it. She lost two of you boys at once, and I know if it were me I would not be able to get through the day. I only have Cody and Cory when they are gone, they are gone. I pray that God does not take them from me. I wish God would of not taken you also, because we all miss you here on earth Bob. But I know it had to be. I still dont know why God choose you, and Im still not at peace with you being gone, but there is nothing I can do about it, but move on. Bob I love you and miss you, I miss not having you here to keep an eye out for me, I miss not haveing the chance to say I love you or to hug you. I am grateful for fathers day because I had the last chance to hug you and tell you I love u. Well Bob you and Terry will always be on my mind and heart. You take care of us and keep us safe. Your little sister Trina

HI BOB ITS BEEN A VERY LONG TIME FOR ME.ON JAN 18TH WAS THE HARD"S DAT FOR ME I WAITED ALL DAY FOR YOU TO CALL ME AND ASK ME WANT DID YOU GET ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY.I WORKED THAT DAY THINKING IT WOULD BE A LITTLE EASY"ER FOR ME BUT IT WASN'T.I WENT BY THAT DAY AND SEAT THERE FOR ABOUT UN HOUR AND JUST LOOKED AT YOU AND TERRY AND TALKED ABUT US AND THE GOOD TIMES WE ALL HAD.I SEE TERRI EVERY NOW AND THEY.I GO BY TO SEE IF SHE IS OK SHE SEEM"S TO BE HANGING ON.
BOB I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU EVERY MUCH..........................

LOVE YOU"RE  LITTLE SIS KAREN

Hello Bob

You know I hear this song on the radio and I think about you. Because I do miss my friend. In your case I miss my big brother, the person who protected me even when I did not know you were doing it. It has been 8 months since you and Terry have left us and there still is not a day that does not go by that I dont think of you. Sometimes it is a memory of you, and other times it is something that you said or did that comes to mind. I think at least we all have memories of you. That is one thing we are grateful  for. Dad still says that you and Terry are not there, but it gives me comfort in knowing that I can visit you any time I want. I know I cant see you two in person, but I can see when I look around me what you have left behind. When I drive by the trailer, i remember visiting you there in the last few months you  were with us. When I drive by where you worked I remember how you loved taking care of the orange groves, and you I hear mom tell me the story of you going to work for Don when you were 14, or about you going to work on a scooter and getting caught by the police. When I see a patrol car I think about you working for the county and how you enjoyed that. Going up to Payson I think about u going to Christpher Creek and fishing. Seeing photos of you and your children they look like you. You left your laughter behind and the love that you gave each of us. I miss you teasing each and every one of us only like Bob could. I miss hearing your voice. I remember how mad you were when you found out that Karen and I tried to help you for before you left us. I remember, and each time I eat chili, baked potote, steak,or green beans how you were always asking for them before you left us. I wish you were still around for me to make that for you. I am glad that I got to make that one last request for yo before you left us. Well Bob I love you and miss you. At times it seems like I will forever be stuck on the day you left us. I cant believe that your gone, and when I think of you gone like that tears come to my eyes. I wish I could see you one last time, tell you how much I love you and give you one last hug, that would mean so much to me. But I do love and miss you. You continue to take care of us down here and send your special angel to us when we need to know you are with us. Until I see you again. I love you. Forever in my heart and mind. Your sister Trina

Good evening Bob,

I miss you and wish you were here. Today I have been thinking about you alot. I have been thinking about the way things were when you were around and what if you were still here. I know that kind of thinking gets me no where, but I still think about the things I wish I would of been able to say to you and do with you if you were still here. Almost 8 months later I still have a hard time believing you are gone, but then I realize when I have not heard you call on the phone that you are no longer here. Today I called mom Ma Kettle, then I asked her if she remembered who called her that. She told me that you and Terry both called her that. I can remember answering their phone and you asking me if Ma Kettle was there? I sure miss hearing you say that. Its still the little things I miss about you I think about. I still have not gone out to see you for your birthday. I have not forgotten, just have not had time. I told mom the other day that I needed to make time to see you and Terry. I told her that I did not want to be the person who laid you in the ground and then came out to see you once a year or on specail days. And I don't. Cody is in a group home at the moment. And of course he is getting alot of my time and attention. You did that for your children, and I know every parent who cares about their children does that. Well Bob I will talk to you later. I love you and miss you more then I did when you first went away. Your sister Trina

Happy Valentines day Bro.,

Well Bob Feb. 14, 2009 is here. A Year ago u were still with us. We all miss you, I know Terri misses you on this day. Linda and I were talking today about you and Terry, both of u are missed and loved very much by your family. There still is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you and remember the past. Linda says that u still had things to do down here, maybe so, but I think u finished your life's work down here and God needed you more up there then down here. I know I have you as my angel to keep me safe, so as long as you are up there I feel that you wont let anything happen to me or anyone else that you loved. Mom always says that when we go out to your grave that your not there, but I always feel ur presence, I know I don't have to go out there to feel you or Terry I go out there because I know I want people to come and see me once and awhile when I am gone, not just leave me there. When I go out to Mesa and I go by the brick home I remember how you crept up to the house late one night to see how I was and I left for MO. because you scared me to death. I know now it was you, but back then I did not know it was you. It still seems like you are here, I know you should be. I have not been out to see you in awhile, and I know that is why you are holding my purple slipper ransom. It has been gone for about a month now, GIVE IT UP!!! My feet are cold. I guess the only way to get my slipper back is come and see u. I can't believe that it is almost 8 months since you left us. Well I guess I better go, I love you and miss you more then words  can describe. Your little sister  trina

Good morning  Bob,

 I have been busy taking care of mom and the boys. Cody went into a home to help him with his behavior problems. I hope he gets the help he needs. He seems to be doing good there. He does not seem to miss me or anyone for that matter. Otherwise every thing else is alright. I have decided not to go to school this semester, between mom and the boys I thought it best to not go. Maybe next semester. I miss having you around. I know I missed your birthday altogather. Happy belated birthday. I hope you had a good one in Heaven. I plan on getting you a white truck to put on Terry's grave. With you being up so high and all it is hard to get anything up there to you. I wish we had u down lower but I understand why you are up there. So in the mean time I will just put what ever I want you to have on Terry's. It is hard to believe that you have been away from us for 7 months. And sometimes the hurt from losing you and Terry is still unbearable.  I still think of you and Terry when I get up in the morning and when i go to bed at night. I tend to think of happier moments. Well Bob I will let you go and I miss you more then ever. You take care of all of us down here. Your sister Trina

 

Bob,

Good evening. I came out to see you today. We put flowers on Terry's grave. I wish your were down were we could put flowers on your grave also. But at least we can look up at you and talk to you, that's satisfying enough. We all missed you for the holidays, mostly Terri and the kids, for the longest time we have not spent Christmas or Thanksgiving togather, but I know it had to be lonely for Terri and the kids. I missed the times when all of the family would spend time with one another. Not just Christmas or Thanksgiving. I miss seeing you come over to mom and dads in the morning for coffee, or in the evening when you were watering the orange trees I miss seeing you come by and ask mom whats she got for dinner. I know how you always enjoyed fried pototoes and gravy. I do miss the old times. Your funny stories, even if they were made up, and I mainly miss your laugh. You and Terry had the loudest laugh I can ever remember. You always made me laugh, because I knew all the stories you told were made up. I remember along time ago when we were coming home from Snowflake and you were singing tiny bubbles and if you had a beautiful body would you hold it against me, I laughed I was about 6 or 7, mom told you "Bob, stop that crazy song." You just told her that you were warning me about the day when a boy would come up to me and sing that very song to me, and what I should tell them. Well I love you and miss you, keep looking down here on us, protect us. Your little sister Trina

Good Evening Big brother,

Christmas has been and gone and I did not spend it with family. I did not have the money to do it with. I guess everyone went to Karen's and all. I spent the whole week thinking of you and Terry. Wishing that things were different and all. Wishing that the family could spend a little more time with you. I have been thinking long and hard about all the times we had as family with you and Terry. I enjoyed them and I wish back then I would of realized the family I have. We are strange we still are the same people, just older. But it seems now alot of us have forgotten about the lost of you and Terry, I have but I will not forget the people I remember the two of you to be. The crazy men the two of you were. The things you did for me with out me even being aware of it, next month is your bday. U would of been the big 50. I guess Bob to a degree I am glad your gone, because I know you would of been so disappointed in Justin if you would of seen them take him away, so I'm glad that you were not around to see that. Just keep an eye out on him and the rest of the family. We all miss you  and love you. I dont hear much from Terri but I guess she is doing alright, because i dont hear anything bad. Just stay with her and the kids it has been a rough year for all of them.  Forever in my heart and mind. Your little sister Trina

 

Hi baby,  it's been six months today that you have been gone.  It seems like only yesterday.  Our son, Justin, went to jail today.  He had a warrant and they came and picked him up, today of all days.  He won't be home for Christmas for the first time.   I guess it coincides with you not being here either.  Today has been such a lousy day.  You and Justin not here, can't afford presents for anyone.  It's just getting to be too much.  What's next?  I love you and miss you so much.  XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO 

Hello Bob,

School is almost out for me, this is the last week. I did not come out and see you and Terry last Sunday, I have been fighting a cold all week. But I did go out on the 7th to celebrate Terry's bday. We blew up balloons and set them free in honor of Terry. No one has wrote me regarding the balloons on if they had found one or not, but that is alright.  Christmas is coming upon us real fast. 10 more days. As usual I have not gone out and went Christmas shopping. I wish you and Terry were here for Christmas, but I know already that is not going to happen. So i will wish you a merry Christmas from here. You just need to keep watching over Terri and the kids this Christmas, things are not the same with them any longer. Next month will be your bday, for Terrys we got him a plastic purple motorcyle, so what would you like a white chevy truck. We would have to hang it upon Terry's, but you will already know that it is for you. I miss you and love you, sorry I have not been able to write before now, but you know how busy I am. School and the boys keeps me busy and out of trouble, I have never gone out to look for trouble, it looks for me and I run to it, to embrace it. HA, HA. You take care of all of us down here, mainly Terri and the kids, we all love you and miss you.

Your little sister,

Trina

WELL BOB, I AM SITTING HERE AT 3:36AM WONDERING WHERE TIME HAS GONE. SITTING HERE HAVING TO RELIZE YOU ARE GONE. I WONDER WHAT I WOULD OF DONE IF I HAD KNOWN YOU WERE NOT GONING TOO BE WITH US NO LONGER. I WOULD HOPE I WOULD SEE YOU MORE TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU GIVE YOU ANOTHER HUG AND KISS LIKE THE LAST DAY I SAW YOU STILL HERE WITH US. I JUST WISHED I COULD OF HUGGED YOU MORE AND SAY I LOVE YOU BRO. YOU AND TERRY BOTH GONE I JUST SOMETMES CAN NOT HANDLE THAT YOU BOTH WERE TAKEN, AND NONE OF EVEN REALLY KNEW, SO NOW WE CAN NEVER HAVE THOSE FAMILY THINGS THAT WE SHOULD OF HAD THRU THE YEARS, AND DID NOT... BUT BRO I LOOK UP AND THINK OF YOU SHINNING LIKE A STAR AND THEN I CRY A FEW TEARS AND THEN TRY TO SMILE BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE NOT HURTINGT ANYMORE... I JUST WONDER WHAT YOU WERE THINKING THE LAST MONTHS BEFORE YOU WENT. I REALLY WISHED I COULD OF BEEN THERE MORE TO HELP YOU MAYBE SOMEWAY... I LOVE YOU BROTHER TILL NEXT TIME I LOVE YOU.. 

               LOVE YOUR BIG SISTER LINDA

Hi baby, I started my second job last week.  It's not too bad but I hate the hours.  They are at night and the weekends and you know how much I hate working on the weekends.  I worked 20 hours this weekend...friday night...saturday night...and sunday morning.  On sat, we had to take the needy kids shopping (one of the charity's for the Elks) and I had to get up at 4:30 to be there at 6.  I only got 4 1/2 hours sleep because I worked till 11 the night before and didn't get to bed until 12 or so.  This week I will probably be working 60 hours between both jobs.  It sucks but I have to do it or I will lose everything.  Never in my wildest dreams did I ever see this coming and that I would be in this predicament.  This has been a sucky year.  Thanks.  I miss my friend.  I love and miss you so much every day.  XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO 

Hi bob its been awhile.i drive by you and terry every day and evening in tell you both good night.bob i put some pictures of terrys web pagrof his grandson.I hope he can see what a good looking baby boy he is.Bob you and terry keep looking out for all of us down here

 

 

I MISS YOU

LOVE KAREN

Good Morning Bob,

I want to start this off by saying that I love you and wish you were here. I went out to see you and terry on Thanksgiving, wishing you were here in person, but then reality starts to set in. I realize everytime I go out there that this is the only way of being able to spend any time with you, and it hurts knowing that when I had the chance I should of spent more time with you. I think the hardest day I had ever in my life was the day that you left us, and knowing that I never would see you smile or hear another one of ur jokes again, and that hurts. I wish I could take all those years back, but I can't. I try not to think of you and terry, and when I go out to visit the two of you I try to think of me visiting someone elses brother, but it never works that way, because as soon as I see your name Irealize that it is the same brothers I grew up with and around. I went out once to visit the two of you by myself and that was hard. I wish sometimes that the pain would go away, or lessen and it never does. Sometimes it gets worse. Thanksgiving I could not keep thinking about the last time we had Thanksgiving dinner together. So long ago. Christmas is coming and I think that will harder then Thanksgiving. the last  Christmas we all spent together was over on Val Vista, terry and Laurie were there, Karen was there, she was not with Carl yet, Gary and I were there and you Terry were joking with Gary about taking him out fishing and hunting, that would be the last Christmas I spent with you guys. I remember all the other Christmas's but none compare to that one. Well I love you and miss, you are forever in my heart and mind.

Take care of us all down here, Your little sister,

Trina

WELL BOB ONE YEAR AGO THANKSGIVING DAY I MADE YOUR FIRST CHERRY COBBLER. YOU TOLD MOM FOR ME TO MAKE YOU ANOTHER ONE. SO I DID. I MADE YOU THREE BEWTEEN THEN AND CHRISTMAS. I DID NOT GET TOO SEE YOU BUT IT MADE ME FEEL GOOD THAT I COULD DO THAT ONE THING FOR YOU BEFORE YOU LEFT US. I ALWAYS HEARD HOW BAD YOU LOOKED AND THEN  SOME WOULD SAY YOU LOOKED GOOD BUT IT DEPENDED ON WHO THAT I ASKED. BUT I PRETTY WELL KNEW WHAT YOU WERE GOING THRU, AND WAS HOPING I COULD SEE YOU ONE DAY SOON AND I FINALLY DID. AND THEN SHORTLY AFTER THAT YOU WERE GONE. I GOT TO TELL YOU I LOVED YOU BRO AND GIVE YOU THAT LAST KISS WHILE YOU WERE STIL HERE, AND NOT ANYMORE UNTIL THE DAY WE LAID YOU TOO REST. YOU LOOKED SO PEACEFUL THAT DAY, I KISSED YOU ON THE FOREHEAD AND TOLD YOU I LOVE YOU BRO. AND WALKED OFF. THEN ALLTHE FAMILY WENTIN ONE MORE TIME, AND WE WERE TALKING ABOUT YOU FUNNIEST TIMES AND THRU THE TEARS WE WERE LAUGHING FOR A WHILE THEN WE RELIZED WE WOULD NEVER SEE ANYMORE OF THOSE TIMES AND COULDN"T STOP CRYING AND WE AL HAD TO JUST LEAVE YOU THERE ALL BY YOURSELF BUT SOME OF KEPT LOOKING BACK AS WE WALKED TOWARDS THE DOOR, KAREN WAS ON ONE DOOR AND I ON THE OTHER SIDE JUST LOOKING AT YOUCRYING OUR HEARTS OUT, WE JUST DID NOT WANT TO LEAVE YOU THEN. CARL HAD TO GET KAREN RANDY HAD TOO GET ME, AND HEAD US OUTSIDE. I WISHED RANDY COULD OF MET YOU BEFORE THAT DAY. I TOLD HIM THAT HE WOULD OF REALLY LIKED YOU. BUT HE ONLY GOT TO SEE YOU WHEN YOU HAD ALREADY GONE. I LOVE YOU BRO. YOU WERE A GOOD BROTHER BACK IN THE DAY. A FUNNY BROTHER, MOSWT OF THE TIME. I WILL ALWAYS MISS THOSE DAYS. AWAY BACK THEN. BUT UNTIL I CAN SEE YOU SOMEDAY, I LOVE YOU AND WILL MISS YOU THIS HOLIDAY SEASON, MAKING THOSE CHERRY COBBLERS FOR YOU, BUT MY HEART AND SOUL WILL BE WITH YOU, AND THINKING OF YOU.

                     LOVE YOUR BIG SISTER LINDA

Hi baby,  I can't believe it has been 5 months already....even though it seems like a lifetime and yet like yesterday.  Thanksgiving is this week and I don't know how it's going to be for us.  Even though you usually weren't around for it but we always saw you that night when we got home.  It will be the same for Christmas.  We had the grandkids's birthdays.  They are getting so big.  Cilla acts so grown up at 4 and Garrett is becoming a little boy.  He's starting to talk more and more.  They both sure miss you.  Cilla tells me everytime I get her how she misses her Pawpaw and wants to see you.  She looks so sad when she tells me.  It's late and I have to go to get up early in the morning.  I love and miss you so very much.  XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

HI MY BROTHER,I'M READING ALL THE MEMORIES THAT HAVE BEEN WRITTEN.BOB IT HAS BEEN 4 MOUTHS NOW AND IT STILL HURTS,THINGS WILL NEVER BEEN THE SAME AGAIN,BOB TERRI IS HAVING A REAL HARD TIME RIGHT NOW HELP HER THROUGHT IT SHE NEEDS TO KNOW YOU ARE THIER.

I WILL NEVER FORGET ALL THE TIMES YOU AND I SPENT TOGETHER WHEN WE WHERE YOUNGER GOING FOURWHEELEING CURISING MAIN ST YOU TEACHING ME HOW TO DRIVE YOU'RE TRUCK OUT BEHINDE DONS SHOP DOWN IN LEHI. BOB I NEVER THOUGHT IN A MILLION YEARS YOU AND TERRY WOULD NOT BE HERE WITH US.

 

 

BOBBY I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH......     

Hello Bob,

This Thursday will be Thanksgiving and u wont be here to spend with your family. I know we all wish you were, but we will never have the chance to spend Thanksgiving with you or Terry again. And I sit here and wonder how Terri and the kids will be this year, their first year with out you around.  Just stay with them and help remind them that you might not be there in person, but as long as they keep you in their heart you will always be with them. I miss you and love u and i will be out to see you and Terry on Thanksgiving, watch over us down here and you and Terry take care of one another up there. Until we meet in Heaven take care and know that I love you and miss u everyday more and more.

BOBBY WRITTING TO SAY GOOD-NIGHT. IT IS AROUND 3AM IN THE MORNING AND I CAN NOT SEEM TO QUIT THINKING OF YOU AND TERRY. YOU BOTH ARE MISSED SO MUCH, JUST WISH I COULD TOUCH YOU BOTH AND LOOK AT YOU BOTH AGAIN FEEL YOUR PRSENCE, BUT THAT WILL NOT BE....ALL I CAN DO IS DREAM AND THESE DREAMS NEVER COME TRUE. YOU BOTH ARE GONE AND I FEEL LIKE I AM A LOST FAMILY PERSON OUT HERE.. NOBODY CALLS ARE EVEN TRIES TO KEEP IN TOUCH...WITH ME. SO I GUESS I'LL ALWAYS JUST BE THE WANDERING ONE OUT HERE THINKING ABOUT A FAMILY THAT SHOULD BE BUT IS NOT. BUT I GUESS WE SHOULD BE USE TOO THAT. ALL I KNOW IS YOU BOTH ARE NO LONGER HERE AND THERE WAS NOT ENOUGH TIME FOR ME TO EVEN SPEND WITH THE BOTH OF YOU. I LOVE YOU BRO I MISS YOU SO MUCH . HEY FAMILY MEMBERS DO NOT FORGET OUR BROTHERS OUT THERE WRITE SOMETHING OK. GOOD-NIGHT BRO. YOU LOOK DOWN ON US

                                    LOVE YOU SOOOO VERY MUCH LINDA

WELL BOB I SIT HERE AND WONDER WHAT MUST OF BEEN GOING THRE YOU MIND WHEN YOU KNEW YOU WOULDE NOT MAKE IT. YOU TRIED SO HARD AND ALL OF US WAS IN DENIAL. WE WOULD NOT ACCEPT THAT YOU WOULD BE GONE SOMEDAY. BUT YOU DID, AND EVERYONE OF US THINKD ABOUT YOU AND TERRY EACH DAY. FEELING WE SHOULD OF SATYED MUCH CLOSER TOGTHER. I KNOW ALL THER THINGS WILL NEVER BRING YOU BACK, BUT I TRY TO RELIZE YOU ARE IN GODS HANDS NOW, SO HAPPY CONTENT, AND NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD. YOU CAN REAT NOW BOB. YOU AND TERRY, NOT FACING THIS COLD AND CRUEL WORLD NO LONGER. I WISH YOU WERE BACK AND THEN I FEEL I AM BEING SELFISH, YOU ARE NOT SUFFERING, AND WORRING NO LONGER. YOU AND TERRY WERE THE BEST. I JUST WISH WE WOULD OF HAD MORE TIME. BUT I FEEL GOD NEEDED YOU BOTH MORE. SO THAT HELPS SOME. I HAVE NOT BEEN TO THE GRAVE SITE YET. IT SEEMS THEM I WILL NOW YOU BOTH ARE REALLY NOT HERE ANYMOE. IT IS JUST HARF.  I LOVE YIOU BRO YOU AND TERRY WERE THE BEST THAT IOS FOR SURE. EVERYONE LOST TWIO GREAT ME.,. AND YET WE HAVE PEOPLE HERE THAT JUST KEEP OMMESSING PEOPLES LIFES UP  AND NEVER, HAVE A KIND WORD TO SAY/ WHAT I SHAME. YOU REST  NOW.; WATCH OPVER US. WE NED IT.

 

                     I"LL SEE YOU SOMEDAY. AND WHAT A REUNION THAT WILL BE. GREAT GOOD